That's been one month plus that I had been back to my lovely home,
finding job during this month.
However frankly speaking, laziness kills me.
I am not really in serious mood to find jobs compared to my other frenz.
Seeing them applying a number of jobs (much more than mine),
seeing some who have started their career,
and comparing with my attidude in the job hunting,
stress has been formed on my heart and mind.
“人比人，比死人。”
Everyone is having own life and I shouldn't compare with each other.
Although I know this but seems I forgot to apply this in my life.
“计划跟不上变化。”
Sometimes I din really like to tell the other about what the plans I am making now,
because I experienced few times that my plan spoilt due to little bit change.
Little bit unexpected will definitely delay and change the situation.
Now I not dare to say all the plans loudly. Even after saying i believe i still need to make it myself,
nobody could help me.
What i could do now is being patient and waiting for the calls from those companies that i applied.
....
I thought this is my short diary but i found that's a lot to grumble.
It's time i should stop typing and go to the bed.
